Vanya experiences a devastating existential crisis as he realizes he has squandered his intellectual potential and youth supporting a man he now views as a fraud. He grapples with intense feelings of resentment, regret, and the crushing weight of his own perceived mediocrity.
VANYA: Oh, my God! I am forty-seven years old. I have wasted my life. I have wasted my best years, my strength, my intelligence, on this estate, on this professor, on this endless, meaningless toil. And for what? For nothing! He is a fraud, a charlatan, a pompous ass. And I, I am a fool, a pathetic,
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