Vanya experiences a profound existential crisis as he realizes he has squandered his best years managing an estate for a man he now realizes is a fraud. He expresses intense resentment toward the Professor and mourns the intellectual and personal potential he sacrificed for a lie.
VANYA: Oh, my God! I am forty-seven years old. I have wasted my life. I have wasted my best years, my strength, my intelligence, on this estate, on this professor, on this endless, meaningless toil. And for what? For nothing! He is a fraud, a charlatan, a pompous ass. And I, I am a fool, a pathetic,
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