Trigorin confesses the obsessive and draining nature of his creative process to Nina. He describes his life as a constant, involuntary cycle of observation and documentation that prevents him from truly experiencing reality.
TRIGORIN: I have no will of my own. I have never had a will of my own.
Flabby, weak, always submissive—that's what I am. I'm a writer, yes, but what kind of writer? I write, and I write, and I write, and it's never enough. I'm always thinking about my next story, my next novel. I can't enjoy nature,
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